Fye aka Samuel Tristan Jorbins
23 Years Old
Capricorn / Water Pig + Wood Rat
Mood Of The Week: Ain't Mandatory For Now!
Feel Free To Laze Around!!!
Groool!!!
Pls Feel Free To Email.

Or MSN Me At aquamew@hotmail.com

Polar Bear Family
Benjy
JoanneS2

Friends
Anna
Catherine
Isaac
Joseph
JunMing
Liling
Sandy
WingChu
Frana
Gina

School/Organisations
NewUrbanMale

WishList:
- Migrate Out Of Singapore
- Pass And Graduate With Flying Colours
- To Keep In Touch With All My Friends and To Prevent From Being Leftout
- New Bag or Rather Bags
- Start The New French Class
- Don't Get Depress Over Small Stuffs
- Avoid Falling for Anyone... Had enough Of It Already
- Be A Dolphin Therapist
- A New MP3 Though I have a PSP
- Enjoy Life To The Fullest

Lurves
- Food Especially Chocolates
- My Friends
- Dogs & Cats
- My Beloved Dolphins
- God (Hopefully I'll Get Into Heaven For This)
- My Bros: Ben Huang and Nick Hia
- My Sistaz: Vick Teo, Charmaine Ong and Mama Joanne

I'll Figure This Space Out Soon!!!

Tuesday 27th March 2007 12.59pm

Yesterday I seriously felt horribly down even though we as in me and my neighbour, Fil, went out to make my passport. I got clueless as to how to fill in the forms and then we got horribly lost in the middle of the way to Bugis. I was having a bad and horrible stomach ache and Fil was complaining of being hungry and thirsty. We manage to find our way to Bugis and have our lunch there. We roam around in Bugis till 5 plus then we thought of going back home. So we took Bus 80 to SK. During the ride, I just start to feel emotional, feeling so empty and lonely. I always have these kind of feeling at least once a month. Like I always do, I began to search deep and deeper in me to find the answer to fill in that emptiness or as I labeled it abyss of darkness. I just kept falling and falling and falling knowing no stop or even coming to a halt. It feels as though I need to depend on someone but I can't cos that is the way how I live my Life. Not depending on someone makes me weak but depending on someone makes me even weaker. Sigh... I'm so sick and tired of all these... I JUST CAN'T AND DO NOT DEPEND ON ANYONE ELSE. I feel like a burden as I already am. People should be enjoying the school holidays but I am just stuck in my own thoughts, and what bad thoughts they are. Why was I even born a thinker, thinking takes too much of my time and energy. Man, I can't think of what else to write... Actually wrote a long version of this before when my PC just went " Internet Explorer not working " so I have to redo this bloody essay which I forgot most of what that I had expressed. Bloody Hell!!!!!!!! Okay got to go now feeling sad and all with no one knows what I am thinking...

Labels: bloody, blue, depend, haiz, hell, redo, Sad, sigh

.][-Held my bear tightly on
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