Fye aka Samuel Tristan Jorbins
23 Years Old
Capricorn / Water Pig + Wood Rat
Mood Of The Week: Ain't Mandatory For Now!
Feel Free To Laze Around!!!
Groool!!!
Pls Feel Free To Email.

Or MSN Me At aquamew@hotmail.com

Polar Bear Family
Benjy
JoanneS2

Friends
Anna
Catherine
Isaac
Joseph
JunMing
Liling
Sandy
WingChu
Frana
Gina

School/Organisations
NewUrbanMale

WishList:
- Migrate Out Of Singapore
- Pass And Graduate With Flying Colours
- To Keep In Touch With All My Friends and To Prevent From Being Leftout
- New Bag or Rather Bags
- Start The New French Class
- Don't Get Depress Over Small Stuffs
- Avoid Falling for Anyone... Had enough Of It Already
- Be A Dolphin Therapist
- A New MP3 Though I have a PSP
- Enjoy Life To The Fullest

Lurves
- Food Especially Chocolates
- My Friends
- Dogs & Cats
- My Beloved Dolphins
- God (Hopefully I'll Get Into Heaven For This)
- My Bros: Ben Huang and Nick Hia
- My Sistaz: Vick Teo, Charmaine Ong and Mama Joanne

I'll Figure This Space Out Soon!!!

Saturday 17th March 2007 12.43pm

Hahaha... It's been 3 days since I last blog. I had been rather busy on Thursday going out with Jai to this California Fitness trial... Lol.. Eventually we backed out cos man it is too depressing. How can I not be... seeing all those guys being buffed up and man are they hot... If I am a girl damn would I go weak in the knees... Hahaha. Eventually on that day, I just went to cut my horribly dyed hair and went to eat LJS. Then yesterday which is Friday went to Orchard for an outing with Benjy, S2, Mummy Joanne, Jarell, Candy and her daughter which I forgot her name cos I wasnt paying attention to what her name is, Xiang Yun, Victoria, Gabriel and Nicky. We had to wait long but its okay... This is the only time where we can wait for others cos when in hospital others will be waiting for us... Never mind... Forget bout work.. Now is the holidays so enjoy it while it last. Hehehe... We went to eat at KFC and then to Swensen's. Hohoho... Surprisingly I met an ex-campmate of mine, Saffy or Safwan, who is on attachment there... Cool or what ( which Vic will always say ). Hehehe... I do laugh alot here... Then in the late afternoon we went to Vivo where we end our day with pool and oh yea the morning too we start the day with pool, swimming pool that is. Hahaha.... I end up playing Tennis and Para2, which I did not touch for ages. LOL....

Yesterday too, many people say I'm way too quiet than my usual self. Xiang Yun says that it is so scary that I am way too quiet. Lol... I didn't expect people to say that I am way too quiet and it is scary that way. Haiz... But it is okay cos I am just being me... Benjy says that I am tired due to the swimming but seriously I am not. LOL.... It is just that I have lots of things to thik about like the sudden proposal from D... What should I do about it? I really hate disappointing people but that is just how it is either left or right, right or wrong, up or down and many other oppositions that you people can think of. Seriously I am now in a state of no feelings at all, neither sad nor happy, neither angry or calm.... I am just stagnant with bubbles at the bottom just waiting to be boiled up.... I have been suppressing whatever feelings that I have. Nad says that she do not want to see me breakdown along the way but yea as long as I am strong I'll suppress it as long as it takes. Talking and complaining bout this just reminds me of the documentary ' TABOO', whereby when people see something weird, strange and contagious, they just become an OUTCAST. Really I mean is there no justice in this world ( LOL.... Sounds so Comical ). I'm sick and tired of all these man but hey life's got to go on no matter what.... Man being whiny and stuffs sucks but well, its been loads of fun and stress releasing. Even though no one reads or maybe only a person reads this, it feels like the whole world is reading this. It may not be helpful to me but hopefully somewhere in this world this actually becomes an INSPIRATION to the ones who found and reads this article. Yay... Done for today and signing off, Aspiring Novelist and Journalist, Fye. HAHAHAHA...... Thanks and Ciao for now.....

Labels: Benjy, Candy, Gabriel, Joanne, KFC, Nicky, orchard, S2, silence, Stress, sufferings, Swensen's, Vivo, Xiang Yun

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