Fye aka Samuel Tristan Jorbins
23 Years Old
Capricorn / Water Pig + Wood Rat
Mood Of The Week: Ain't Mandatory For Now!
Feel Free To Laze Around!!!
Groool!!!
Pls Feel Free To Email.

Or MSN Me At aquamew@hotmail.com

Polar Bear Family
Benjy
JoanneS2

Friends
Anna
Catherine
Isaac
Joseph
JunMing
Liling
Sandy
WingChu
Frana
Gina

School/Organisations
NewUrbanMale

WishList:
- Migrate Out Of Singapore
- Pass And Graduate With Flying Colours
- To Keep In Touch With All My Friends and To Prevent From Being Leftout
- New Bag or Rather Bags
- Start The New French Class
- Don't Get Depress Over Small Stuffs
- Avoid Falling for Anyone... Had enough Of It Already
- Be A Dolphin Therapist
- A New MP3 Though I have a PSP
- Enjoy Life To The Fullest

Lurves
- Food Especially Chocolates
- My Friends
- Dogs & Cats
- My Beloved Dolphins
- God (Hopefully I'll Get Into Heaven For This)
- My Bros: Ben Huang and Nick Hia
- My Sistaz: Vick Teo, Charmaine Ong and Mama Joanne

I'll Figure This Space Out Soon!!!

Here I am again after months of disappearing.... Things have been hectic and darn busy. First news on board is that my results sucks. I really did my best but everything just go down the drain. I got 2.8 for my GPA. Fat hope of going to Poly w/o Ward Sister recommendation, as you all know I am a Nurse. Not a fun job at all, and mostly its supposed to be a stepping stone to my future. Just realised that I have been stepped instead of me stepping.

Secondly, I got to know this guy. He's 30 over of age. He's so average but I dunno why I am so into him. Gosh, if only I knew. He's been real sincere. I am like in a love/hate relationship. After 5 years of not being commited, I just really feared everything from the smallest things to the biggest which have yet to come. Wondering, wondering and keeps on wondering.... Is my life going to be over just like that? Simple as ABC but complex like 123???

I began to doubt my capabilities each and every day. I wonder if I will ever survive the years to come and reach my goals like I always wanted. Somehow I felt like my life has come to a fullstop. I am like a black dot in the middle of a drawing board. No one to talk to yet many to tell about...
My ward has a high number of death and OMG I don't even know how to handle it when the time comes.... I will stop for now and will try my best to be back asap.... Muacks!!!

Labels: 2.8, Deadend, Future, GPA, Nurse

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