Fye aka Samuel Tristan Jorbins
23 Years Old
Capricorn / Water Pig + Wood Rat
Mood Of The Week: Ain't Mandatory For Now!
Feel Free To Laze Around!!!
Groool!!!
Pls Feel Free To Email.

Or MSN Me At aquamew@hotmail.com

Polar Bear Family
Benjy
JoanneS2

Friends
Anna
Catherine
Isaac
Joseph
JunMing
Liling
Sandy
WingChu
Frana
Gina

School/Organisations
NewUrbanMale

WishList:
- Migrate Out Of Singapore
- Pass And Graduate With Flying Colours
- To Keep In Touch With All My Friends and To Prevent From Being Leftout
- New Bag or Rather Bags
- Start The New French Class
- Don't Get Depress Over Small Stuffs
- Avoid Falling for Anyone... Had enough Of It Already
- Be A Dolphin Therapist
- A New MP3 Though I have a PSP
- Enjoy Life To The Fullest

Lurves
- Food Especially Chocolates
- My Friends
- Dogs & Cats
- My Beloved Dolphins
- God (Hopefully I'll Get Into Heaven For This)
- My Bros: Ben Huang and Nick Hia
- My Sistaz: Vick Teo, Charmaine Ong and Mama Joanne

I'll Figure This Space Out Soon!!!

I'm back and dying.... Lots of complaints and loads of stories.... Most are the bad and sucky ones... Sigh.....

I'm in bloody ward 63 and its the craziest and most hectic ward in Singapore ( that's what I heard so far )... I hate the way I do things now.... I hate the way I live things now... I hate practically everything now...

Its so hard to be a nurse and just go to Poly... Most of my friends are going to Poly while I'm bloody stuck.... stuck like a stuck up bitch, stuck like a foot somewhere, stuck like stuck.... How sucky is that? Things doesn't go my way and always never will... Who can I turn to now? Others have problems of their own and mine is getting more and more.... Increasing each and every day and never decrease..... If this is not getting any better, then I will most probably head to Flinder's next year.... Or not next two years...... Or worse try my way in to NAFA Dip in Performing Arts....

I wish I could DO what I want, HAVE what I want and ENJOY the things that I want.... Very Miserable now... really... can't put it to words...

Today Mr Goh even said I lost ALOT of Weight.... Sigh.... There goes the chances of getting fat....I'm so LOST and DISORIENTATED.... I think I may have DEPRESSION.... Maybe not too sure though.....

Helped the new kiddos for the Laos trip today, was a good start, was fun... Made new friends and ate good food... Was hoping for more to come so I can forget my troubles away....

I have been thinking about getting a tattoo but thinking about the needle piercing, I was like having many thoughts about it.... And finally I decided on a temporary tattoo not the one that you buy from a shop and DIY but it is from the tattoist who somehow 'Draw' it onto the skin.... I know its washable but not too sure how washable is it.... Another thing that I am getting is the DARK BLUE contact lens... It is so cool and I hope it goes well with me.... Heheheh... I gotta stop now and will try to continue as much as I can..... Soon.....

Labels: back, dying

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